Saturday, July 5, 2008

Dazed and Confused

I am not feeling well. I'm chalking it up to two days of nicotine withdrawal...I am sad, and edgy, and kind of lonely. 4th plans changed and the only fireworks I ended up watching were the ones being set off outside Hogan's by drunk 'Yunkers. It is hard for me to talk to anyone about my vocational 'crisis,' so I went to talk to the Lord this afternoon. I have been feeling very conflicted about going to the monastery and when I laid it all out, the Lord said it is too soon; I'm not ready yet. I think He may be right. Stuck between the world and the cloister again.

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