Saturday, December 6, 2008

I found this little excerpt I had written in an email and thought I would post it. Not reflective of how I feel now, though. Now that I have phased out Lithium I feel like a fiddlehead fern starting to unravel towards the light...

3/21/05- My depths promised to bring me to summits of hope, where I could look out and down and at all the places where I had been during those times. It was simply cause and effect. But rather, now, I have been brought up to and placed in a state with nothing real to complain about, and nothing to aspire to. A dead gray filled with unredeemed suffering, like a clay-filled pie with a beautiful glistening crust.

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